Friday, November 7, 2008
Another Step Closer
Today was the day for the recruiter to come by and we were to fill out some final forms before he leaves for BCT on 12/30. I had a few questions that I wanted to ask. Unfortunately, our recruiter was held up at Ft Gilliem and sent a colleague. So, I didn't get any of my questions answered, etc. I don't know what the deal is with me now. Maybe it was seeing this Soldier step out of his car at my home made me realize more of what Chris is about to plunge into, or maybe I am disappointed that I got up early and scrubbed my house for nothing (They stayed outside), I don't know. But I am disappointed. I have a lot of weird emotions floating around right now, excitement, anxiety, nervousness, etc. Its a lot to comprehend and I guess the main thing thats the hardest is knowing that I don't feel happy, but I don't know what I feel at all. Maybe this is what feeling numb is? IDK
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You guys will be (and are) in our thoughts and prayers! You're a braver woman than I am! Tell Chris we said good luck and be careful! Do you know where he'll be stationed yet?
we won't know his 1st permanent station until half way through AIT, so we will know in about May of next year. Lets pray for something near by, or something up the north-eastern coast! I want some snow, if I am going to be far away, I want to do it right :0p
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